It has been overcast here for many days but the clouds we seem to be living in are not producing much rain. Still, our 5 cisterns are full, which will provide garden nourishment for the coming summer months. So, I'm not complaining. I like the clouds; they don't dampen my spirits at all. In fact, they provide a symbol for me of the nourishing efforts of the heavens. Rain is life.
My nest is empty of kids but somehow there seems to be as much to do as ever. Why is that? I'm thankful for things to do but wonder how to properly prioritize. Am I doing what I should? Am I caring for Mom as I should? What should I reasonably expect that she will be able to accomplish? What should I reach for? It is unfamiliar ground for me. Sometimes I feel quite alone in my responsibility for her care. Layne stands ready to help me, but it feels like all the decisions regarding her are mine alone. I hope I'm not letting her down. She is such a noble soul and deserving of the best experience that can be offered her.
It is the people versus stuff war again being waged in my head. People often interfere with my plans. But wait, aren't I doing my stuff for the people in my life? Yes, I am. People
really are the most important thing. So I'm letting the people interrupt me as much as they'd like!Pictured here are good friends Jody and Jerry Jensen. They provided sweet interruption for an afternoon that we enjoyed totally. Pictured also is Layne talking with his hands to the Jensens. The kids tease him about this particular trait. Here you see him in the midst of major hand talk.
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